I'm starting on trying to understand a little bit about my depression. I will let people get at me when I should not let people get at me. If people don't like me just leave me along. It's up to the LORD and myself. I go to a doctor every week and I'm trying to understand why I down my self. People are all the same. We all make mistakes and the Lord gives us another chance. Sometimes we don't think right but that is the Lords designate what needs to be done to me. My family thinks they can just tell people know about my problems and that will help me. That just hurts me more and makes me very angry and depressed. I've got allot of growing up to do. But I'm a adult now and my mother or sister needs to try to stop controlling me. We all have feelings and a brain to think with so why do my family think they are wright on whet they are doing.